12.23 am story

I'm tired.
Exhausted.
Bored.
Why did you always make it harder,friend?
Don't you realize it?
I always tumbling to the ground,but you never notice.
You just...never notice.
Please don't say a thing.
I'm tired with the same old bluff that through out from yours.
It's meaningless.
None.
Zero.
Ask yourself,friend.
What did you do to me.
Hope you notice this time.

sahabat

Sahabat.berat banget ya topiknya.
I'm not a person that believe in bestfriend.
Mungkin lebih tepatnya gue gak terlalu percaya bahwa ada yang namanya sahabat.
Sahabat itu berat.
Sempurna.Terlalu sempurna malahan.
Gue agak sedikit bingung kenapa banyak orang yang gampang bilang si A atau si B itu sahabatnya.
Itu gak salah kok.Cuma berlawanan sama pemikiran gue aja.
Jadi gue menganggap orang yang deket sama gue itu ya temen deket gue.
Itu 1 tingkat di atas kata temen kok,tenang aja haha.
Tapi itu di bawahnya kata sahabat.
Bagi gue sahabat tuh dewa banget lah.
Enggak ada yang bisa mencapai itu.

enemy-mood booster-my life

big F just for you :D

it always turn back my mood so easily

this is my precious, my heartbeat, my everything, my live

sara bareilles-gravity

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

22.02

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